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Tension The word stroke me heavily like an ice rain from the day first, when I was bit knowledgeable about the meaning of the word Tension. Before I was not education on what tension means, I was not sure about its nature and I used to let it go with out any care. After I come to know what exactly it is, I was no more confused to understand the fact that hey the word is like an Adams apple, eat it or not you will end up in regretting whatever you did was quite a healthy thing. Anyways, I would like to take you to highly impressed situation where it has played its role from the beginning and never want to go anywhere, because it believes that if it goes somewhere leaving me all alone I would be forced to go and search where it is, since the searching is never made simple. It all started when I planned to come to USA. At first the visa problem, it was a big one, after getting a visa the first one vanished like the way when sun shows its brightness and dark is forced to leave its nature. Here it would be better if I write NEXT instead of numbering it, since it has rooted so deeply as the numeric terms could lead in confusing its respected analyzers. Next was to get on airlines, so it evolved like hey if I could have an airline ticket ready by time. On time everything was perfect, now what was rounding in my cerebral could be more damaging as I was tensioning about the possibility of the sudden plane mishap. Catastrophe was either get hijacked or make its nose to ground zero. Leading the fact anything could happen, I was not prepared with any safety precaution. When its not in your hand what could you after all, even you know something will happen. I was in land where the opportunities knock the door all the time, that’s what every single says; now that’s a common thing. Well you need to ask all those brothers and sisters who returned their home land leaving the opportunity, you need to sit, talk to them to know what the reality is. I believe in fortune so I should call it land of fortune. Well sorry if you are not with my opinion, but hey that’s all I scrutinized spending my five years in America. I was thinking about writing a book about “my five given years in America” but let it be this time. I think I still have time to explore the reality that I was never known to. Next was who is going to pick me from airport and then next would be finding an apartment to live. When everything was set up as being planned, next would be finalizing all the necessary documents that are in need when studying, sorry staying in America. Next registering the class, also the fact that class got full no more students. Next buying a car, selecting the model and thinking about spending money. Oh also about its associated cost plus the car insurance, well everything counts in Tension when the mileage is gone to high and you forget to change the oil. Next is GPA falling tension, Next is maintaining the status of visa, Next is finding a job, Next is maintaining the money to pay your bills, Next is not getting credit card when an application is being turned down. Next is making possible effort for you to stay in America. Next is applying for work permit, Next it getting graduation, Next is applying for Practical Training, Next is not finding job in related field, Next is knowing that PT, one day will expire if found job, knowing the fact that you can get laid off on any given day, and in order to maintain the status you need to go back to school again and repeating the whole thing like you started from scratch. Now you can figure this out all the process will replicate unless your make your plan to leave from here. But hey do you think that you will get rid of it, I don’t think so. So when concluding another name for life is, tension. Prabin Sharma North Carolina, USA |
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